You know what’s hurts the most?
When someone mean the world to you, live comfortably without you.
When your absence mean nothing to him.
When you are the only one who still believe he will keep all his promises, that he made to you, years back.
When you’re the only one who in love all by yourself.
When you are the only one who keep waiting for him to change to his old-self.
When he is the only reasons of your teardrops on your bed, everynight.
When you can’t see anyone but him, even he’s the one who hurts you the most.
When you keep asking yourself “how can he be so fine without me?” “did he completely forget about me?” “did she make him cry?” before you go to sleep, everynight.
When you watch 10 tv shows, 10 movies, listen to 100 songs but you still thinks about him, all the times, even it hurts.
When you love him more than yourself, but he gave his love to her, not to you.
You don’t matter to him. Because if you do matter to him, he will act like he care. If he act like you don’t matter, then you don’t.
The person who’ve made the promises to you years back is a different person with the one who you knew now. People changed. That’s how life works. The old him won’t come back to you, not tomorrow, not next week, next month, next year or even another 10 years from now, he’s not coming back.
Don’t wait for him.