“You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of (their) heart, someone who thinks about you consistently, someone who spends every minutes of everyday just wondering what you’re doing, where are you, who are you with and if you’re okay. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from fears. You need someone who treats you with respect and love every part of you especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy dancing on air happy.”
-Cecelia Ahern, Love, rosie
“We never learn, we’ve been here before, why we always stuck and running from the bullets?
Just stop your crying it’s the sign of the times, we gotta get away from here, it’ll be alright, we can meet again somewhere, somewhere far from here.
We don’t talk enough, we should open up, before it’s all too much. Will we ever learn? We’ve been here before. It’s just what we know”
-Sign of the times // Harry Styles
“My reflection in the mirror is so empty as if there’s nothing there.
I walk alone on the streets but this empty streets feels so empty, I’m an empty shell a coward without you, people around me look at me with pity.
It’s over my love, where are you? When I open my eyes in the morning, my hearts feels empty, I feel the emptiness just like I did before I met you.
You still flicker before me when I close my eyes, but I’ll feel less and less as times goes by. I don’t regret, I’m just a bit of sad, I don’t miss you, i just long for you.
I’m more and more afraid because I’m not like myself before, I’m scared of see myself getting weaker, without you even the air around me is heavy”
-Empty // Winner
It’s okay to get down and be sad sometimes, but that doesn’t mean you should give up on yourself. I know you’re afraid of what you feel because you still need time to heal. You will understand yourself and your heart better when you heal, you will be whole, you will be okay, you can get through this. Don’t be afraid of experience things, don’t be afraid to feel pain again, don’t be afraid to fall again, don’t be afraid to walk alone. You’re amazing, there’s nothing you can’t do.
When you get upset and you have to cry, cry hard. When you’re happy and you have to laugh, laugh hard. When the time your heart is broke and you have to cry, cry hard. When the time life disappoints you and people come to comforts you with their hugs, hugs them hard. When people love you, love them hard. When people ignore you, ignore them hard. When life doesn’t go as you planned, have faith. In life, do what you have to do. Face what you have to face. Cry when you have to cry. Laugh when you have to laugh. Have a good laugh when you have to laugh & have a good cry when you have to cry. Don’t avoid anything. Surround yourself with positive people. Have faith. God knows what’s best. He knows everything. Have faith.
Sometimes life disappoints you, sometimes you get angry, sometimes you get sad. People will always disappoints you. But at some point you have to stop being so angry, you have to stop being so sad, you have to stop care too much. Start being gentle with yourself. At some point you have to let it go and be happy. Love yourself and spread love to others. Dress up and feel good about yourself. Use make up as much as you want, dress however that you want. Be gentle with yourself. Care less about others and love more about yourself. They don’t matter. You matter.
There’s are the time you questions about everything that happened in your life. You don’t feel like doing anything, because when you do, things don’t go as you planned, your heart feel stuffy, you feel like no one in the world could understand you, but it’s okay to broke your heart until you feel heartless. It’s okay to miss someone even you don’t want them back in your life. It’s okay to cry in the bath tub at 2am. It’s okay to ignore calls and massages for weeks. It’s okay not to feel okay. It’s okay to scream out loud when no ones home. Let it all go. Have a good cry. Broke your heart until there’s nothing to be break anymore. Find your life purpose before you let it all go and start anew fresh.